3 Layers of Postural Conditioning
Part 1 - Prompts to explore the relationship between your posture and identity
We cannot create lasting postural transformation without looking at the systems that shaped it in the first place.
Your posture is not limited to muscles and bones. It is the story of your lived experience. It shows how you learned to adapt in order to belong.
To your family.
To your culture.
To the larger systems you were born into.
Recently, I led a workshop for a group of leadership coaches, guiding them to use a postural lens in their practice. We explored three layers of postural conditioning, and it sparked powerful breakthroughs and reflections. I realized this framework is too valuable not to share with you as well.
Here are the three layers of postural conditioning, with an additional layer shaped by trauma, injury, and other life experiences:
Let’s explore each layer together, and I’ll share some personal examples so you can see where we’re headed. In my work, I often notice two common responses:
Some people get stuck in a story of blame. They say things like “my parents did this, my culture did that, the system shaped me this way” and then struggle to reclaim the power to shape their own narrative.
Others avoid these conversations altogether, either out of fear of sounding like a victim or because they do not want to make their families, cultural roots, or the system they live in look bad.
Neither approach is the point of these exercises. The purpose of these questions is to help you see how family, culture, and the larger system may have conditioned you, while cultivating compassion and understanding so you can move forward with greater clarity and freedom.
Familial
Reflection prompt: Who did I have to be to feel safe, loved, or accepted at home?
Our earliest postural patterns are shaped here. I encourage you to explore your own early experiences if you can to deepen your understanding. For me, I was born into a very young family. My mom was 16, carrying the grief of a miscarriage and a stillborn before me. My dad was under immense pressure to provide for his seven-member family while also wanting his sick mother to meet her first grandchild before she passed away. By the time I was four, my brother was born prematurely, adding even more stress to the household. My body learned to adapt in the middle of all this tension. This whole dynamic made me believe that there was not much room for my feelings and needs.
Cultural
Reflection prompt: Who did I have to be to belong to my community, ethnicity, religion, or social identity?
Culture also leaves its imprint on posture. In my case, patriarchy was woven into everything around me. I rarely saw women with a voice in their own homes, let alone in the community. At the same time, my dad often told me I was “different.” The way I heard it was: if I worked hard enough or acted less like a woman, I could succeed. So from a young age, I toughened up. I leaned into masculine traits, pushed through, even dressed like a boy as a teenager and felt a strange sense of relief when people believed I was one.
Systemic
Reflection prompt: Who did I have to be to function in the world shaped by capitalism, patriarchy, colonization, or other dominant systems?
The larger system conditions us all. I was born right after my country had endured an eight-year war. The regime was oppressive, and fear hung in the air. I still remember the way my dad would anxiously hide our video player in the linen closet, terrified the authorities might knock on our door. Families lived under constant pressure. Money became survival and many people worked relentlessly just to create the possibility of escape. My posture, like many others’, learned to brace itself in that atmosphere of vigilance and uncertainty.
Then, in my early twenties, I immigrated to the West. That move brought a new kind of systemic pressure: the weight of “finally making it.” The unspoken narrative was that I had to prove myself, succeed at all costs, and justify the sacrifices it took to get there. This added yet another layer of pushing, bracing, and driving myself harder.
Trauma, injury, and significant stress
Reflection prompt: What moments in my life, big or small, might have left a deeper impact on my body than I realized?
On top of family, culture, and the larger systems, our posture is also shaped by significant events we go through. These can be traumas, injuries, or stressful periods that leave a deep imprint. The bigness of the event does not matter, what matters is the impact it leaves behind.
For me, it began right at birth. It was a very difficult delivery where both my mom and I almost died. I was without oxygen for a long time, and when I finally entered the world I was blue for an extended period. My mom had to stay in the hospital for weeks to recover. I may not fully understand how that experience affected me, but simply knowing it happened gives me insight into the tension I may still carry in my body.
Years later, in 2018, I had a car accident that changed so much for me. I did not shed a single drop of blood, yet the impact on my body was profound.
When we begin to understand these layers, we open a deeper capacity to notice how our body has been shaped in response to them.
In my work, I have seen time and again that we can do all the postural exercises in the world, but without understanding the why behind our adaptations, the changes rarely last. True postural transformation begins when we connect the outer shape to the inner story.
Next Sunday, I will take it one step further, moving from the systems that shaped you to how your body specifically responded. We will explore the patterns of collapse, bracing, and everything in between so you can begin to understand your posture from a new lens.
And if you want to begin that journey now, this is a powerful place to start 👇🏼
👁️ What your body has been trying to tell you?
If you want to go deeper and explore your body’s story, take this quiz to see what patterns show up for you!
The way we hold ourselves matters. Not just because of how it looks. But because it shapes how we live, how we relate, and what we’re capable of imagining. Let your body speak. Let it interrupt the collective war and offer you a new way of being entirely.
Client’s Unconditioning ↓
If you feel called to re-pattern your body, regulate your nervous system, and reclaim your power, I invite you to book The Alignment Diagnostic call with me: https://tidycal.com/hedishah/the-alignment-diagnostic
During this session, we’ll assess your body’s current state, uncover hidden imbalances, and create a personalized movement plan to help you shift from tension into alignment.
Offerings↓ ↓
꩜ Monthly Reset
Oct 29th . Wednesday . 3 pm GMT
These sessions are designed to release the stress you have been carrying, reconnect with your body’s wisdom, and step into the new month with clarity and intention. In the final week of each month, we will come together for:
Nonlinear movement to shake off tension and emotional residue
Guided reflection to integrate what the month brought
Intentional planning to meet the next cycle grounded and resourced
This is about returning to your center, unconditioning yourself from systems built to keep you small, and living a sovereign life. Come as you are.
Leave lighter, clearer, and more connected.
Prepration:
- Wear comfy clothes
- Have plenty of space to move around
- Bring a pen and paper
Duration: 45-60 mins
Where: Insight Timer
Cost: Free or donation-based
Thank you for joining me on the path of unconditioning,
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Hedi Shah
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👁️ Bodyworker & Mindfulness Teacher
🌊 Teaching change makers to uncondition their bodies, nervous systems, and voices from systems built to keep them small so they can move, speak, and live with sovereign power.
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